The more objectively I view the world and myself, the more in control of it I feel; though originally, I thought I'd feel the other way around.

I'm starting to feel so far removed from "life" that it's beginning to look like a game board and I can move the pieces where I want them. 

This is an abstract idea. In the same way I can't pinpoint any particular activity throughout the day when my body is digesting, there is no specific activity I have been or am performing that highlights this thought of increased detachment from life leading to a feeling of more clarity and control.

It cannot be seen in any one detail because it is made up of all of the details.

These thoughts came to me randomly on my way to work on the morning of October 23, 2015 at 5:15am.

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